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I have arachnophobia and (TW photos!)

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SpideyMam · 03/09/2022 12:10

Just bought a tarantula 🙈

Trying to get over my fear s/he(?) just arrived this morning and has already eaten.

Only about 2" right now.

Very cute but am scared of it getting out 😂

I need a name too!

I have arachnophobia and (TW photos!)
I have arachnophobia and (TW photos!)
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SpideyMam · 03/09/2022 18:34

pastaandpesto · 03/09/2022 17:53

I'd highly recommend Ken Goodman's book, he is a world expert and his book is so compassionate and explains the whole process.

DD was very, very bad and couldn't even say the word vomit. So we started there. You then gradually build up, looking at cartoon pictures, then real pictures, then videos. Then you start practicing pretending to be sick, first with water in a sink, building up to 'throwing up' soup in a toilet. Then there are other things you can do using fake vomit recipes to desensitise to the smell etc. But you never, EVER actually make yourself sick as part of exposure therapy for emet.

At the same time you tackle your avoidance/safety behaviours, for example, eating food that is slightly past its use by date, putting yourself in situations you might be avoiding (such as crowds or hospitals.)

That's absolutely amazing. She should be so, so proud of herself! ❤️

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TheLighthouse23 · 03/09/2022 18:37

pastaandpesto · 03/09/2022 17:53

I'd highly recommend Ken Goodman's book, he is a world expert and his book is so compassionate and explains the whole process.

DD was very, very bad and couldn't even say the word vomit. So we started there. You then gradually build up, looking at cartoon pictures, then real pictures, then videos. Then you start practicing pretending to be sick, first with water in a sink, building up to 'throwing up' soup in a toilet. Then there are other things you can do using fake vomit recipes to desensitise to the smell etc. But you never, EVER actually make yourself sick as part of exposure therapy for emet.

At the same time you tackle your avoidance/safety behaviours, for example, eating food that is slightly past its use by date, putting yourself in situations you might be avoiding (such as crowds or hospitals.)

Wow that's sounds terrifying and fascinating... I'm absolutely not ready for it. Your poor DD. I remember being her age and remember feeling so scared and helpless.
My mother was awful and would try and scare me and then get angry with me when I was scared..you sound lovely.
Do you have any idea what (if anything) caused it in your DD? Its so extreme, I find it hard to believe I haven't had a frightening experience with it at some point which I've since forgotten. I shall Google that book

pastaandpesto · 03/09/2022 18:41

Thank you that's so kind! I am so very proud of her. I'm so pleased to hear how successful you have been, it sounds exactly like the process we went through.

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limitededitionbarbie · 03/09/2022 18:48

Op I did the same as you. I bought a tarantula and she was lovely. I was ok with her as she was slow and calm. I couldn't bring myself to put my hand in and pick her up but if I put my hand in she would climb onto me.

I think for me it was because I got used to her. And her little ways. She became a pet in that she was too big to be a real spider in my mind.

I was still scared of spiders the whole time I had her. I'm still terrified of them now.

I don't know why but the massive tarantulas are not as scary as the massive house spiders. I think it's because they are so fast and the fact they are small enough to be on you without you knowing. My tarantula had sticky feet.

She used to always walk to my stomach and sit on that and I was fine with that.

limitededitionbarbie · 03/09/2022 18:50

Soubriquet · 03/09/2022 16:01

I also really want a Brazilian jewel tarantula. Something I’m going to get in the future.

Next spider I’m fretting though is going to be a female. Not for breeding though

This is the jewel tarantula I want

See now that is lovely. I'd hold one of those and I don't think I would be frightened. That spider is so pretty looking. The colours are beautiful

romdowa · 03/09/2022 18:51

It's called a fucking nope. Oh god even the thoughts of one in my house make me want to vomit. Best of luck with it , hopefully it will help you get over your fear!

Watapalava · 03/09/2022 18:54

Good for you but there’s no way you have arachnophobia if you bought it

I couldn’t have that in my house

no way

you may be a bit scared but someone with genuine arachnophobia like me couldn’t even click on a photo

pastaandpesto · 03/09/2022 18:55

TheLighthouse23 · 03/09/2022 18:37

Wow that's sounds terrifying and fascinating... I'm absolutely not ready for it. Your poor DD. I remember being her age and remember feeling so scared and helpless.
My mother was awful and would try and scare me and then get angry with me when I was scared..you sound lovely.
Do you have any idea what (if anything) caused it in your DD? Its so extreme, I find it hard to believe I haven't had a frightening experience with it at some point which I've since forgotten. I shall Google that book

I am so sorry you had such a horrible time when you were young, lighthouse, that's very sad to read. I guess there was a lot less understanding in general about these things.

My understanding is that emet can start one of two ways - either a traumatic experience as a child (which often involves shame/humiliation - throwing up in school for example) OR the opposite, when you haven't been sick for so long you kind of build it up out of all proportion. With DD we think it's the latter, she hasn't been sick since she was a toddler.

I know what I've described (with the pretending to be sick etc) must sound absolutely unthinkable to you but honestly, the process is gradual and it works. I remember reading the whole book when I first got it and DD was in a terrible place and just feeling completely helpless, because is seemed like an absolute impossibility that that she would ever be able to even think about some of the exposures.

But just like the OP describes we started small and you just do it again and again and again until you can tolerate it. Then you find something just a tiny bit harder and you repeat it. Interestingly for DD the process actually got easier and easier as she gained confidence in it - I remember her sobbing and sobbing at watching a video of someone just telling a funny story about being sick. But by the time we got to pretending to throw up, she was just mildly anxious at the prospect and it really wasn't a big deal.

Don't get me wrong, she still has emet and perhaps always will, but she is in control now, not the phobia, if that makes sense.

I know I sound like a bit of a nutter but please do buy the book and give it a go.

MyMumSaysALot · 03/09/2022 18:56

I think I’d have to name it “Nope.”

KirstysDad · 03/09/2022 18:56

Absolutely go for it, although you are punching high! Psychologist Benjamin Lahey (??) says you expose until you are bored.

KirstysDad · 03/09/2022 18:57

Worked for me...

SpideyMam · 03/09/2022 19:04

Watapalava · 03/09/2022 18:54

Good for you but there’s no way you have arachnophobia if you bought it

I couldn’t have that in my house

no way

you may be a bit scared but someone with genuine arachnophobia like me couldn’t even click on a photo

You've missed the part where I've spent 2 years to get here working on my arachnophobia and that's exactly how I was 2 years ago.

If I read the word 'loofah' in a MN title I was turning all night!

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Awwlookatmybabyspider · 03/09/2022 19:05

Awwwwww she's adorable. She's almost as adorable as mine.😉. How old is she.
A lot of arachnophobics would be able to tolerate a tarantula long before they could tolerate a house spider through.

Snowy.
Octavia
Pearl
Fly
Ebony
Elsa
Summer
Sarah
Cleo
Zombie.
Ghost.
Eden
Aurora
Louisa
Alexia.
Maude
Sybil
Rosa
Grace
Tess.

KirstysDad · 03/09/2022 19:13

Every day, maybe twice a day, go and look for a house spider, watch it, watch it more, until you are bored watching it. Talk to it, call it a name, speak gently, call it beautiful and handsome. Same theory but not a tarantula... They are really fantastic creatures, and absolutely terrified of us...

SpideyMam · 03/09/2022 19:16

I think I'm going to name it Kamaji.

After the boilerman in Spirited away.

I have arachnophobia and (TW photos!)
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ChagSameachDoreen · 03/09/2022 20:11

ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR DAMN MIND?

SpideyMam · 03/09/2022 20:14

ChagSameachDoreen · 03/09/2022 20:11

ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR DAMN MIND?

My therapist says not 😂

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InsanityOf2020 · 03/09/2022 20:24

I call all spiders fred and they spin fred webs.

That said i believe hilda is a great name for a tarantula

SpideyMam · 03/09/2022 22:12

Hilda is so cute actually!

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stillvicarinatutu · 03/09/2022 22:27

Handle it not frequently but from now while he's little. They actually don't really love being handled ,

They're very delicate so make sure he can't ever fall from a height off you're hands .

The boys don't live as long g as girls.

I want a Mexican red knee but my dd has said if I get one she wont visit !

I love looking at them . I used to spider sit my friends every Xmas . His name was Boris.
The starter breeds are nice and placid .

He's sweet ! Enjoy!

SpideyMam · 03/09/2022 22:28

stillvicarinatutu · 03/09/2022 22:27

Handle it not frequently but from now while he's little. They actually don't really love being handled ,

They're very delicate so make sure he can't ever fall from a height off you're hands .

The boys don't live as long g as girls.

I want a Mexican red knee but my dd has said if I get one she wont visit !

I love looking at them . I used to spider sit my friends every Xmas . His name was Boris.
The starter breeds are nice and placid .

He's sweet ! Enjoy!

I don't think I'm going to handle him. I'm too scared he will do a runner!

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Lucinda7 · 03/09/2022 23:10

We have jumping zebra spiders in our conservatory. They are tiny and quite cute. I used to have arachnophobia but pretended in front of DC that I wasn't bothered so that hopefully they wouldn't be. It worked. I used to call all spiders Henrietta to reduce the fear. Over the years I must have convinced myself not to be afraid.

LaurieFairyCake · 03/09/2022 23:13

It's name is CLEARLY Motherfucker !

stillvicarinatutu · 04/09/2022 22:14

I'd call him Ivor.

Ivor bigun. 😂

Rupertgrintismyguiltypleasure · 04/09/2022 22:17

I think as a Harry Potter fan I’d have to go with Aragog 😂 I love spiders, can’t get one else my whole family would freak the fuck out... they all hate spiders.

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