Hi mumsnetters. NC for this. I'm feeling a bit down and incompetent, looking for some reassurance really. I've a beautiful, much longed for, 4 month old. No PND, mostly feeling pretty good, albeit tired. But, I've started to feel like my baby is harder work than all the others I see. I've been to a baby music group today which was lovely but honestly I've come away feeling crap. I seem to be surrounded by babies who will happily sit on their mum's lap or lie down contentedly whilst mine cries or just wants picking up. He was also sick (as in just brought up some milk) all over the floor - not a single other baby did this! We went for coffee as a group afterwards and my baby cried in the pram for ages before falling asleep. Not one other baby was crying! They either gazed around or fell asleep. I feel embarrassed, esp as one mum gave me a pitying look when he sicked up. It's bringing up age old feelings of not being good enough, like I'm doing it wrong but everyone else has it sussed. I just felt like I had a 'normal baby - he's very smiley but goes 0-100 in seconds - until I'm with other mums and their babies and I come away feeling like shit frankly. Does anyone else feel like this or has done? I think I need my head wobbling and a reminder that I'm not alone. Please god tell me I'm not alone in this as I feel like I am atm! I love him so much, I think he's wonderful, but I hate feeling so different.