Starting by saying that yes I’m at the end of my tether. My DH is normally very good and yadda yadda. It’s obviously been a hard year for everyone but I was struggling before, our toddler has been difficult since birth and we have no help, the older dcs behaviour in the last week has been appaling. My mum ended up in hospital last week seriously ill though thankfully seems fine now. I came down this morning to a freezer door that had been left open and all the food ruined. I feel like I’ve snapped. Just done. The urge to just drop everything and go away has hit me like a wall. I just want to leave, sleep, have no one want anything from me. Which I know won’t change anything in the long run but I feel I’m at the limit, passed the limit to be honest. Has anyone actually done it? I can’t remember the last time I actually had even an hour to myself. If for whatever reason I have a spare half hour I’ll end up doing laundry or cleaning or something but not for me. I don’t even know what I’d do with myself, where I’d go. But I feel like the thought of another night in this house is intolerable.