Morning all, a bit of a tough one for me today 
As some of you know, I’m in France for DH’s job and have been grateful that so far my DC have been lucky enough to have been in school (even though I absolutely detest the fact they all have to wear a mask the whole day - even my little 7 year old). France has also been a little more open and more free that the uk for quite some time and case numbers have been holding stable at around 20,000 per day without any noticeable increase at hospitals. Until now...
Apparently uk variant cases are now 95% of all cases in the Dunkirk area and their hospitals are at capacity. 20 other regions including where we live are under high surveillance with extra measures expected to begin this weekend. However, already the local council equivalent have mandated that everyone must wear a mask at all times outside and inside any public places for at least the month of March.
After a long time trying to battle my own demons and get positive after spending months just feeling pure anger everyday at the total overreaction and pointless inhumane restrictions in place for everyone, I feel I have returned to that same place this morning and once again feel so very angry. So angry that I now can’t step outside my house without putting a mask on, even though I am unlikely to pass anybody else for 10-15 before I reach the shopping area. So angry that I can’t take the dog around the park around the corner without wearing a stupid mask the whole time. It totally ruins my enjoyment of the opportunity for a walk and fresh air and I find myself seething at the fact I’m having to wear one outside in the sunshine whilst walking closely past the sum total of no-one. I just want to shout - I’M HEALTHY!!!
I don’t want to go back to being angry and frustrated all day because it ruins my sleeping patterns and I am no fun to be around for my family but am struggling to get past the fact that the situation is slowly getting worse and not better yet again!
To top it all off, the vaccine rollout in France is still totally crap and the uptake is awful too. Only 38% of health workers have accepted to be vaccinated for example. If that’s the case then they just need to learn to live with the virus and it’s consequences and let us out of prison to live our lives!!!
Thank you for allowing a safe space for my cathartic rant x