I have a cupboard of bottles of spirits at home. I might sound like and alcoholic. I don't drink every day or every evenings. Some evenings I do like to have a drink. I do it more so for relaxation or for meditation.
Like for example, when I do an online grocery shop, my mother likes to sit down with me and she wants me to shop for her too. She has a different way of shopping online. She wants me to trawl through the special offer pages and she gets agitated if the stuff she wants isn't on offer. Honestly, it's a big headache with her and I can't get through the process without a drink and a vape. If I was still smoking, I would have a pack of fags gone.
I work as a nanny. Some days are better than others. I'm having one of them days at work. I'm expected to be a miracle worker for this family.
I'm stuck in work with a child who is off form. The parents are doing what they do best. Wanting to be a childless couple dumping the load on me and expecting me to be a miracle worker. They have a party at the weekend so have chosen to continue as normal ignoring their child's cough. They have a lot of people coming to a party. We'll good luck to them but I won't be there and I won't be involved.
It's just one of them days where I badly need a drink. My day is still not over. I was running out the door to work this morning and my mother wants me to do online shopping for her tonight. This time to a pharmacy. Not for meds but for beauty creams. It doesn't matter what time of the night I might be allowed home at. It could be 7 or 8 or 9 or 10 at night. If I want a cup of tea, I will clearly have to pay rent monies to my employer and to my mother.
I badly need a drink when I'm allowed to get home but I'm on antibiotics for an dental abscess. The instructons says no alcohol. What do I do