I’m sorry. I don’t really know where else to post. I’ve been feeling so low for years now and I can’t see it changing. I feel completely empty inside. I’m not interested in keeping going to see if things better. I just want it all to be over. I feel like I’m constantly in pain and just want it to end.
I am too much of a coward to kill myself. I’ve thought that maybe I could just not drink or eat for the next week and let death come to me naturally.
I have no dependents and little family.
I don’t want pity or anything like that. I guess I just want someone to say it’s ok to feel this way and ok to stop trying.