I'm feeling a bit depressed.
I'm not really up for this brave, new world where social distancing has become the "new normal". Life isn't designed to be lived at a distance of 2m. Are we never going to go to the cinema again, will there be no more live music, no orchestras, no ballet, no museums...? No random hugs with friends, no randomly saying, "let me pass you a pen".
I wish that it had just been said frankly from the beginning, "look, this is for most people a flu-like illness which will be unpleasant but will cause you no harm. But for some it will be very serious and they'll need to go to hospital to have a chance of survival. Nobody has any immunity because it is a new illness, so we need you to live with restrictions for a while so that everyone doesn't get sick at once. If this happens, there might not be a hospital bed for everyone who needs one. Once the numbers have subsided, it'll be okay to get on with things. But we might need to do this again for a little while if the numbers get to high."
Isn't that basically the idea? And if they had been more honest with people, everyone wouldn't be holed up indoors expecting to drop dead if they go out and come into contact with the virus!
Sorry, I'm feeling moody and fed up. On a more positive note, that Oasis guy is totally right. "Rather middle class" - ouch! But dead right 😄
My nurse just told me that apparently someone from a gym chain came to the hospital yesterday offering to donate exercise bikes. Apparently they thought they might need it, to burn off all the donated food they've been eating 😄
Chemo is going okay but the side effects are kicking in more today and I feel soooooo tired. I've still been having problems with the fluid build up and my stomach swelled up even more - so attractive, lol. So they are going to drain it and hope for the best - yuk.