NC for this, but I've been here a long time. Pom bears, naice ham, and all the rest.
DP and I have been together for 4 years. I've been unhappy for a year at least. I've told him about this and we've been trying to work through and it's just not getting better.
Our sex life is non existent. We've only just started sleeping in the same bed again after a year of not.
I'm 28 if that's any relevance.
Yesterday I kissed another man. Trust me there's no name under the sun that anyone can call me that I don't think about myself right now. I am the fucking worst kind of person. A cunt of the highest order. I'm aware.
I told him this morning. I couldn't not. It's not fair for him to remain in a relationship based on a lie. He's packed his stuff and gone. Rightly so I don't blame him.
Don't know what I'm hoping for to be honest. I'm so fucking upset and I have absolutely NO right to be.