I come from a bit of a chaotic background. I lost my mum young, and I didn't really have anywhere to go, I stayed with my dad for a year but I didn't get on with his wife, then stayed with my nan and she died so I stayed with a friend for a bit then got my own place.
I accumulated loads and loads of debt, obviously I couldn't pay it back. I regret this more than anything.
Because of my debt I can't really rent or buy anywhere (couldn't afford it anyway) i have a basement room I rent, it's dark, freezing cold and damp.
I bought a sofa from a charity shop, anyway it wouldn't fit. So I've wasted money again. It's so stupud but I feel so down about it. I was looking forward to feeling normal, sitting on a sofa and having a cup of tea and watching films, and now i can't even do that.
I feel so low. It's not really the sofa I know.