My disabled child has done something truely truely awful and I can’t cope. Police are involved, social services are involved and everyone is looking at me to somehow fix this and I can’t. I can’t stop crying, I can’t hold it together at all. I’m so scared and I really don’t know what to do. I know we need help but I don’t know where to get it and there is no one I can talk to about this. I don’t even know why I’m posting but I need to do something other than cry and pray all this will go away.