I was watching TV when a news flash came on showing the first tower had been hit in an assumed accident. I immediately rang my friend at work to tell her as we were visiting New York 6 weeks later and had planned to visit the Twin Towers. As I was telling her the second plane hit. She thought I was joking.
I watched TV the whole afternoon, feeling as if the world was ending. I wanted to get my kids out of school early and keep them safe in my house. I rang my DH in work, who was busy and totally missed the seriousness of it all, until he came home and saw the footage.
I went to NY on the trip. WTC area was still on fire in small areas, and there was lots of smoke. People lined the streets in silence nearby where it was cordoned off and we watched the huge trucks rumble out, filled with debris. Everywhere we went was covered with American flags; cars, buildings, dogs, everything. We saw the missing notices and shrines.
I went back the following year, and always vowed I would return when it was rebuilt. I went back last year, and stayed with an American friend who had been a paramedic there at the time for 3 days straight. He said they had ambulances ready for survivors, although they remained mostly empty. He took me to the memorial and the museum. I chose not to walk around it with him as it must have brought back some horrifying memories for him as a first responder. It was all beautifully done, and so moving. I would love to return. It was too much to take in in one go.
The images I saw on that day will never leave me. It was a day the world changed forever.