I don't feel this way now but for 2 years I regretted having had my son and wanted my single life back. I am still filled with guilt about this.
I was jealous on MIL for the first year of DS's life as she seemed to be the epitome of a perfect mum.
I don't like my mum and if I never spoke to her again I don't think it'd bother me.
I've been crushing on a colleague for 2 years, probably due to self sabotage during PND. I was finally moving on from it but then he told me he loves me. Now he's being off with me and has basically rejected me so now I feel ugly. But that's stupid because I still love my partner and don't want to cheat on him, we are doing better than we have in a long time so deep down I am relieved that this other guy is saving me from ruining my relationship. But it has knocked me a bit; I think it's the embarrassment and sense of rejection.
I've just eaten a whole large chocolate bar.