Hi
I'm beyond phobic and trying to get past the stupidness to get to a dentist as it's been an embarrassingly long time and is unreasonably silly of me.
I have a ridiculously healthy lifestyle otherwise and have been through all sorts of unpleasant physical things, I used to be freaked out by blood tests, a run in with a very serious illness and an emergency IVF freezing cycle later, I can and did do my own all sorts things I would have thought unimaginable for anyone!
That said, I'd prefer a positive and not traumatic experience with this, related to health rather than fear!
I would warn someone that I literally don't want to hear a single word, just I trust them and it's fine don't tell me. I'd hope with some exposure I'd get better (as is the the with phobias), so I'd be working to get over it completely.
I will ignore what it costs as my priority is getting myself to this. I'm so bad that I'm scared of people who are in your profession and look, I can't even say it. I don't want to be touched with anything. It's not an issue of pain, I know pain and can do that. This is just something that really freaks me out.
So clearly, I need to find a way around this!
Beyond the obvious, it's really no big deal, it does't hurt, you get over phobias (that's my advice to myself!), are there any practical things that can be done for someone as ridiculously phobic as myself?!
I'd be happy to wake up one day and discover I'd been unconscious for a day, had been knocked out and taken without my knowledge in advance, all done. It all just really creeps me out, badly, so I literally just don't want to know! A lot to ask I know, though I have asked!
So, for someone who will lose it even at the sign on the door and not be able to open their mouth, can you tell me of any ways you could deal with someone as ridiculous as me!
I'd like to go all the way, healthy treatment is important first, to get in place and upkeep, then if I'm amazing as a reward cosmetic for whitening and straightening, so I'm here to try!
Is there any hope for me?!