Brenda Urm.. no he didn't mention anything like that. I think because during the conversation we had, I did tell him that I don't feel like I necessarily want to end my life, I just feel like.. I don't know, it's hard to explain, I feel like I just want to hurt myself, in any way. It sounds stupid when I say it out loud.
He said that he hasn't seen me like this for a while because I just broke down and cried and was like that walking home as well.. I bet people thought 'what the hell is wrong with her' red, puffy eyes is not a good look..🙈
I spoke to my friend last night and was telling her when I self harmed the other day, it didn't feel wrong for me to be doing it. When I did it last time and told my BF, he wasn't happy at all and I couldn't understand and bring myself to see why he was so upset about it.
Is that normal? 🙄
I hope you're feeling okay now