I've been diagnosed under secondary care with anxious personality disorder with strong avoidant and obsessive compulsive components. It's crippling me and ruining my life, causing frequent bouts of heavy depression and despair. Had it all my life since being a child. Always in a constant state of fear and distress.
However, as I'm not a danger to myself and and can function - I've been discharged back to my GP with advice to self refer to the local CBT centre for a 6-12 week course.
From everything I've read on treating anxious personality disorder in adults, it is absolutely not something that is treated quickly or easily with a 6-12 CBT sessions as the hard wiring is deeply ingrained.
Someone I know in the mental health word when I opened up to about this sucked through her teeth and suggested that PDs are a nightmare and there's a tendency for medical professionals to pass the hot potato from department to department.
I feel like I've been fobbed off and that I'm highly unlikely to get the depth and length of treatment I may need on the NHS.
Any truth in this or thoughts?
Tried a plethora of ADs including all the first line SSRIs (Fluoxetine, Citalopram, Venlafaxine, Sertraline, Mirtazapine, Trazadone, Amitriptyline, Clomipramine) - none have really worked but most have induced intolerable side effects. My Psych did say that AD's were a sticking plaster to mask the symptoms, and that I should really treat the root cause, the PD, which I accept.
But how, where?
Is that a decent enough question?
Thanks in advance.