I’ve got 4 children. Great Co parenting situation. But it’s all about the kids of course
I’m estranged from all my family due to toxic childhood which lead into adulthood. It was quite abusive which u won’t dwell into.
I have a nearly 90 year old Nan who adores me and I adore her but I don’t go to her for support as she’s old and I’d never want to upset her.
I talk to kids friends mums etc but they are not friends if that makes sense.
I feel so incredibly alone. I have no adults at all to speak to. To go for a coffee with. Someone to ring. Absolutely nothing and lately I’ve been crying a lot when I’m away from the kids. I feel so alone and isolated in the world.
what would you do in my situation?
my children are ages 18 months to 16 years so big age gaps etc and I don’t have much freedom. I don’t have babysitters or anything the kids come with my everywhere and that’s ok. But just stating I don’t have the opartunity for groups or me time to be less lonely.
i adore the kids and we’re close but i can’t talk to them about my deep sadness etc because it’s not their place to support me.
I’m so sad I see other people with their mums etc and I wish I had it x