This is already embarrassing for me, so I'd be grateful if you didn't pass judgment.
Five months back, I gave birth to my first child, but his father and I aren't a couple. We were never really a couple, it began as just some casual fun while my ex was in prison and he was having issues with his wife.
I've liked him forever, so the true feelings have always been there, and he's the guy I've wanted to be with all this time.
We'd been hooking up regularly and behaving like a couple, but we both knew it was wrong and had to end.
But then I fell pregnant, I let him know straight off, expecting a panic and a push for abortion, but that never happened. He said it was totally up to me what I decided.
I was planning to have an abortion, but things changed because my ex wasn’t getting out of prison any time soon, and we’d been trying to have a baby for over two years without any luck.
Throughout my pregnancy, my baby's dad was amazing, he made sure we had everything and was right there at the birth too.
I let him pick the baby's name, even though I really don't like it, but I figured I'd let him have his way. The baby also carries his last name.
He made me get our baby circumcised, not for any religious reason, but just because his mum decided that for him when he was a baby. The procedure went well, but I still feel guilty about it every day.
Only a month in, he started getting really controlling and still is.
He doesn’t want baby on social media.
He’s always trying to control what I wear. I video called him, to show the baby, and his first reaction was about my outfit, he told me to change it up because now that I'm a mother, I should dress differently.
He keeps moaning and wants to control every little thing, and I seriously can't put up with it anymore.
I just wanna take my baby and move away; he's already got his wife and three kids.