I feel utterly bereft at what I have done.
Could of years ago I got very drunk and ended up having a fumble with an old friend. It was very early days with my my DP but I told
him as I knew I’d made a huge mistake but only after I’d had a coupe of further nights out. This was along distance relationship which is no excuse.
Fast forward and he found some texts from back back when and had ended it. I disclosed everything and haven’t lied. He now thinks it was a full blown affair and has cut contact with me and also has decided that there are many more nights like this and this is who I am. I’ve never ever done anything like this before so I am as shocked at my own behaviour.
I know I deserve everything I get but it was a one off stupid mistake when were we’re not official (sounds like an excuse)
I just want him to see that he can trust me and it was a long time ago and I don’t usually behave like this and I feel so remorseful over what I have done to him.
Is there any coming back from this or should I do the decent thing and leave him be?
I feel small and ashamed.
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How could I have been so stupid ?
Selfdestruct · 08/10/2020 09:19
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