I wrote on here a while back moaning about the fact that my partner of 20 years was spending hours (and I mean hours!) a day on his computer and that we never spent any quality time together. I was feeling low and, if I'm honest, a bit lonely. I was going to bed alone most nights while he sat at his PC and just felt that we were drifting apart. I wanted us to reconnect and start enjoying each other's company again like we used to.
Well, after some good advice on here, we had a long chat and he stopped spending so much time sat in front of his screen and that's when things became even more difficult. We couldn't find anything at all to do that we would both enjoy. I tried suggesting things that might interest him (games, going out to play pool occasionally like we used to, weekends away etc). He wasn't interested in doing any of them.
I am a sociable person who loves going out, holidays etc. I have always taken our sons (now 15 and 17) on holiday on my own because he just 'doesn't like holidays'. I have pretty much done everything out of the house with the boys on my own or with friends/family. He never took them to the park, swimming, outdoor activities. I look back and feel sad that he (and they) missed out on those experiences together.
He is a good Dad in other ways. He has a lot of banter with them and they enjoy his company when they are together. They share his passion for computers and nerdy things that I know nothing about. He is also a good partner in that he is affectionate and supportive.
He has told me if I want to go and do things (like going on holiday), he is happy with that but he just doesn't want to come along. I want to do those things with the person I share my life with though! I want us to share experiences together.
When he came off his computer, we decided to watch some films together (not really my idea of quality time but hey ho) but we simply couldn't agree to anything we'd both enjoy watching. He's into sci-fi, fantasy kinds of films and I hate all that. We always have to compromise on film choice.
I'm getting worried that things are just going to get worse now that the boys are growing up and I am dreading them leaving because
what will be left? How will we move on together when we have no shared interests or passions? Nothing to get excited about together or look forward to?
He's a good man and I do love him but I wonder if we've drifted so far apart now that there's no coming back. I don't want to spend the rest of my life trying to find friends who will go away with me or do the things that I enjoy with me while he sits at home in front of a screen. I know he can't help it, it's his personality but I worry that our futures just aren't compatible. I want to look forward to a life of travel and experience life outside of the house but he clearly doesn't.
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PippyRose · 13/03/2018 17:49
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