So, after a lot of comtemplation and discussions and forecasts etc. I've decided to go back to work and due to start next month but when I see my DS now 8m...the whole thing slaps at my face. On one hand it is not all that bad cuz i'll be wrkg 3 days a week mon-wed full day which means i get t spend 4 days of the week with him. My in-laws ae here to look after him until he's 1 and then he goes to a Cm.My DH is in a well paid job but the troubled times and the fact that i have a secured job has resulted in my decision. But still, motherhood is probably the best thing that has happened to me and I am dreading the feeling of being away from my baby.
I am trying to go out leaving him with my MIL sometimes but cant seem to stay out for long...i just miss him so much!!
Sorry to keep this going...but I have been trying to speak to other mums in playgroups etc. but havent had any luck..as you can imagine i need some serious advice and motivation!! your experiences and how you both coped....