Please help as I am feeling rather desperate!
To cut a long story short after 4 years extended time off I moved up to the midlands from London to (eventually) find a part-time job in my sector which is housing (homelessness). I took great pains to build my career up there over 8/9 years involving a great deal of effort and highly relevant training courses throughout and they were all full-time then as I didn't have a child.
Anyway the long and short of it is I managed to get this job in a city less established in this particular sector - I had planned to get a job in the other city but wasn't lucky enough as I was unsuccessful at an interview there and jobs were scarce.
The main issue is I find the job alarmingly different from how things are done 'properly' that I am used to. I do not know how to put this across when I get supervision (in three months no supervision, still waiting for the opportunity!) - we as staff members of a team there in all my jobs hhave always been permitted and indeed even encouraged to think of ideas to improve the team/organisation etc. but I do not feel they wish that there - unless I am imagining it - my other two colleagues are more than happy with the job as they have only local experience and only very little experience too. They are however perfectly good at the job.
How do I broach the issue of wanting to share ideas to improve and develop what we do better or should I just shut up and bear with it until the job market picks up it just feels quite a tinpot job to be frank and the problem is nobody else is from London where the jobs are a lot more different and unfortunately initiative does not appear expected in this job.
Forgive the rambling but this is really stressing me out. The other thing is it sounds like I am potentially 'showing off' which is simply not the case but it may come across like that - should I ever get any supervision session that is!
Jobs are scarce as everybody knows and I don't want to talk myself out of a job! I just feel a cog in the wheel, first time I ever felt that in a housing job where initiative was always required.
Thanks in anticipation and sorry for woffling!