..and am poo-ing it! i lost my job last May - all a bit complicated, ending in them having to pay me a fair whack for being completely out of order, anyway, I have been hunting ever since and have finally been offered one which is kind of outside my remit, although related, very very good money and extremely challenging. We have two dc and i have managed to sort out the childcare as best i can but I am still stressing about it. I've got into a routine of having the house pretty clean and tidy and just know that I'll have to leave it in a bit of a mess in the mornings - dh starts at 7 and i will be starting at 8. He will get home before me and i can see myself gettin really wound if things aren't as they were. I am absolutley terrified that everything will fall apart! HELP!