Here are my dreams:
NCTJ training or 20wk fast-track Journalism at Darlington College
Pimping self to local papers for work experience for free
Flaunting my transferrable skills to agencies in the hope of foot-in-the-door at local paper/radio/tv station
Fully expecting low paid menial work, extended hours for very little money
Ultimate dream would be to work for the BBC as production assistant/editor/general runabout
Here's my reality:
34 years old, supportive partner, could manage on salary drop (just - if temporary..)
2 x DDs, 2.6 & 8 months
Well paid, mundane, soul-destroying public sector job which is rapidly dissolving my brain
Degree in English & Philosophy
Occasional amateur freelance copywriter
Superspeedy typist (alas, no shorthand)
LOVE pressure, people, deadlines, variety, fast moving environments
HATE well paid, mundane, soul-destroying, slow, isolated public sector jobs (my current role)
Interest in photography/photojournalism
This was my dream as a teenager, but wasn't confident enough (I am now!)
Any journalists/BBC insiders prepared to tell me whether I've got a cat in hell's chance?