I saw a job on the nhs site earlier this week for Band 5 nurses (even NQ with no experience) to apply for a job on a Child and adolescent mental health ward. I phoned up the ward manager to see if I was being a bit premature in applying ( I qualify in the summer) and he had a chat about what I had done so far etc and said, yes apply, it may take months for CRB, Occy health to come through anyway.
So i decided to apply, I have filled the form in to send etc, but feeling a bit unsure. I cant work out if its because im unsure about the specialist area that it is or whether its because its my first 'real' application and im worried that if my application is rejected in the first round then it will knock my confidence and make me too scared to apply for other roles that come up.
Does that make sense? It has taken me 2 years of college and almost 3 years of University to get to the point where I am finally able to apply for a qualified nurses role, and all of a sudden- to be blunt, im bricking it.