New Year, new options and all that!!!
I am currently working with adult criminals. I have done this for about 6 years, used to love it, but, while I still enjoy it, I feel frustrated with many aspects of this work - I find it difficult to beleive the work I do will make changes to damage done over so many years to the young adults I work with. I know its hard to quantify and the results are not obvious, its a long term plan. I also beleive the system we currently have is not geared enough towards working intensively with those people who have developed cognitive deficits from a very young age, work that needs much more time and money spent than the field I work in can give.
I have been thinking more and more about how lots of these people I work with were to an extent 'destined' to end up where they are, family, friends, other peers around them demonstrate behaviour - numeracy and literacy issues lead to further behavioural problems. from my understanding, many cognitive functions are determined in the first 5 years of life and although can be relearned, once learnt, the pattern is set if no opportunity to change route is given. So many people I 'rehabilitate' for want of a better word, were given a shit start in the first place.
Second to this, I have thought for a while about becoming a teacher. I have spent a few years thinking about this (torn between teacher/lawyer!!!) and have thought a lot about how I could get satisfaction from teaching young people the things they need to know as they grow up.
But I am not a maths teacher, or a science teacher, or a PE teacher. I have been thinking about how I can combine the growing desire to help when I think it is needed most, and combine this with teaching.
I am not saying that those I work with are not savable, of course many are, but I feel frustrated. I really would like to work with children from disadvantaged backgrounds, those identified as already being at risk of developing serious cognitiive deficits, at a young age, when they are impressionable and can learn to move away from what is 'expected' of them.
I am thinking of Primary school age - not just those with beahvioural problems identified but those identified as being at risk of developing them, As a prevenatative measure rather than a firefighting measure. I think I can do much more good here than were I am.
So, apologies for the rant. Where do I start? Do I become a teacher first? I have a degree, how do I become a primary school teacher from this (friends are secondary school so different route), how about specialist working, is this in addition to, or a different route to teaching? What about funding? Timeecales?
Thanks...sorry, jetlagged, brain working over time