Some of you might have seen me post before trying to figure out what the hell I was going to do post-academia. But have recently realised that I am stuck with it, it's who I am and to try anything else is going to make me miserable. (Applying for anything else was making me miz!) Think I may have hatched a plan, however need advice please whether it seems feasible?
My alma mater runs a small fellowship program specifically for women going back after a career break - so that's my first question: I did tons of pg tutoring, left a permanent lectureship, more pg tutoring, had a one-year lectureship, then two autumn semesters' post-doc tutoring - have now not worked at all for a year; it will be two by the time I apply for the fellowship. Does that count as a career, let alone a break?
second thing is, although I published a lot during my MA and early PhD, most of it was non-refereed - reviews, short essays in postgraduate journals, etc. I've only got two "proper" publications - one book ch and one journal. Won't get any more out any time soon as have been 24/7 childcare, now emigrating, new baby due soon after we arrive in new country. With that kind of record do I stand any chance at all of grant-getting?
third question: ds is 18m, dc2 is due in March. Grant applications due in August, to start January following year. Dh willing to SAHD (theoretically at leat; though I am determined/desperate I've had enough bad luck that it's hard to believe I will actually ever get this career back on track). But is it reasonable/feasible to think that without having done one before, I could do a respectable grant application from home, with a 27m-old and 5m-old?
Thanks for advice...