The credit crunch is really affecting my partners business - he is a builder and basically the work is drying up. So i am considering returning to full time work. The thing is is HAS to pay well. I probably need to bring home at least £500 a week, whats that a year? If we are to keep afloat.
I don't have much of a work history - this is it.
I was SAHM at the age of 19-24 with DD1, when i went back to college, did GCSEs, access course, Degree (biochemistry). After uni i worked for two years as a vet nurse (didn't find a job immediately and enjoyed being a vet nurse so stuck with it for a while). Then did PhD in developmental biology/genetics and got pregnant in my final year, wrote up my thesis bouncing DD on my lap. I have not done any work since, apart from some part time reception work at the vets and my partners admin and accounts. I had post natal depression and it has completely buggered my confidence, as in i have zero confidence.
BUT it really is looking like DP might battle with the business and it might be that we can't rely on agency work for him like we have done in the past when things have been quiet. I have been planning on going back part time as DD is starting playschool next week. But now it is looking like i might have to do full time, DP will be SAHD until she starts school next year. But really WHAT can i do. If i am honest, i dont want to stay in science. Partly because of lack of confidence but also because my field is pretty specialised and realistically there is no work locally. There is a huge pharmacuetical company nearby but my experience is probably not what they are after, AND i have heard they are not taking on any post doctoral staff for a few years due to cut backs.
I am more than happy to ignore the post graduate qualifications, or even the degree if i can do something interesting, but i do feel that i dont want to waste them. I have been seriously thinking about teaching and was planning (and still may do) my PGCE next year, but could not afford to do this until DD in school due to childcare issues. But i have a year and it really is looking like i have to step up to the plate after three years of hiding my head in the sand.
ANY advice or ideas appreciated. I don't even know where to start looking. I did apply for a job at a local college lecturing part time, but haven't heard anything - that has knocked my confidence as i was short listed last year but declined the interview as it was for supply lecturing and i coudlnt organise short notice childcare.
Any ideas girls - please