Hi, I have been invited to a work night out in a few weeks out but I really cannot be arsed don't think I will go. The main reason is that it will be a sorry reminder that my mat leave is quickly coming to an end (I go back in October which might seem an age away but it's not to me!) and I can't bear the thought of work chat and having to travel all the way into town and spend lots of money for that privilage. I already said to my boss I could go but I am thinking of pulling an excuse out the bag now, one that can be made in advance though as I think it'd be a bit rude to pull out at the very last minute.
I really can't bear the thought of going back to work or even thinking about it. I am having the 'back to work' chat next week so I will catch up with colleagues then. The night out is for 2 colleagues who are leaving but I'm not even that close to them anyway.
Any ideas?