Hi,
I am currently a midwife that works part time but I’ve honestly hated it for a long time now and it gives me such bad anxiety.
The job has changed a lot over the years and it just feels impossible to do a good job now. Too much is expected - a lot of demand yet no staff, no breaks, off late literally all the time and then taking that mental load home - I’m constantly worried about what I might have missed etc.
I just wanting to explore what I could do instead so I’d be grateful for any suggestions.
I would quite like to stay in the nhs as I’ve got over 10 years continuous service.
I also have a young children so ideally would like something that would be less or no weekend/ nights and it would be amazing to not have to work a Christmas! I know it’s only one day a year but having small children even working one takes away one of the limited amount of believing ones we get 😢
sorry for blabbing on, I’m interested to hear any suggestions/ experiences.
Thank you