I’m currently contracting in London (UX and operations) and I’m really struggling to navigate the team dynamics. I genuinely like the people I’m working with, but I’m very aware that I’m the temp embedding into an already established team, and it feels like a really difficult tightrope to walk.
I keep finding myself in this frustrating pattern where the unwritten rule feels like I should just keep my head down and not rock the boat. If I try to be proactive or offer solutions, it gets misread as me being arrogant or up myself, no matter how collaborative I try to be. But if I dial it back to avoid stepping on toes, the permanent staff treat me like I'm completely green.
The other day it was quite quiet, so I took on a standard admin task. I actually slowed myself down just to fill the time, but when I handed it in, a colleague was genuinely shocked and said, "Oh wow, well done, I didn't expect you to finish that so quickly." It was a bit patronising because it was a basic task, but it made me realise that by trying to fit in and stay quiet, I’ve accidentally convinced everyone that I’m not capable of much.
We had another situation where a system went down and I prepped a draft communication to help out, but the team didn't want to send it. When upper management later asked why we weren't more proactive, it felt frustrating because I wanted to help, but I'm stuck between being a supportive team player and looking passive to the managers who hired me.
The real struggle is that I’d love to transition into a permanent role eventually. But to do that, you have to show your value, which feels impossible when your choices are either looking overly confident or shrinking yourself so much that people talk down to you.
How do other contractors handle this without looking like they're trying to take over?
I’d also really love to hear from permanent staff members. How do you honestly view contractors who come into your teams, especially if they are trying to land a perm role? What is the line between a temp being proactive and a temp stepping on your toes?