Hi,
I work as a clinician in an NHS mental health service, I am contracted to work 22.5 hours a week but exceed this regularly due to the unmanageable workload. The reasons for the high workload are due to reductions in staffing for varying reasons and also high service demand. Management are aware I am struggling but I am told I need to look at how I manage my workload. I've asked to increase my hours, they have said there is no money. I feel like I am heading to burn out, if I'm not already there. I have been tearful at points with colleagues, feel very stressed with poor sleep and it's impacting my patience at home.
I feel I need to take some time off with stress but I feel incredibly guilty at the thought of doing this and the impact it would have on my team. I have only ever been signed off by a GP once in 16 years for a physical issue so it's new to me.
I can't keep papering the cracks for my own health and wellbeing and I hate that there is an expectation to work beyond contracted hours to get the job done.
I am wondering how bad others were feeling when they got signed off with stress/anxiety that is work related? And how long GP signed you off for and if anything changed after going back to work?
Thank you