I am in desperate need of advise.
I am seriously stressed and constantly teary from work. I work in an office, professional setting and have been working at my place for just over three years now, I've done my role for over 11 years.
A few weeks ago, I had a discussion with my manager due to the fact that someone in my team had been bad mouthing me to a director stating how I underperform in my role. I asked my manager why this had happened, for him to reply with stating they're unhappy I earn more than them being I am 15 years younger etc. I was completely taken aback, had asked how they knew how much I was on etc but this wasn't met with much response other than they had spoken to a previous employee who did the same job role. The thing is, this person who has complained doesn't work in the same position I do, they have very little cross over in my role and I am the kind of person to go to work and come home. Im completely uninterested in office politics or career driven. The only reason I work as hard as I do is for my child and to give them everything I can.
But since this has happened, I feel like my job is threatened and I feel so sick with anxiety. I am working late at night to make sure everything job and email is handled as soon as received, any error I make I feel as though it's a point against me. And to top it off, I am the sole income for my household so financial pressure really does weight on me heavily.
Any Advise or words of wisdom is greatly appreciated and needed.
thank you