I already know that I won’t be returning back to work - especially this work. Without actually telling my manager (who I have a very good relationship with) I’m fairly certain she knows I probably won’t but she’s told me ‘whatever you do, even if you’re not coming back do not say anything to finance / HR’ and told me they reserve the right to claim back the difference between SMP & enhanced maternity pay (of course - because it’s a huge difference!)
But should I just them? Is there any point in receiving it if I’ll have to pay it back anyway? Sure, I would have so much more money and would actually financially be better off due to saving £500 a month on commuting but if it’s going to be retrieved, surely there isn’t any point in me trying to ‘save it’ if it’s only saving for it to be taken away. I’m also in a dilemma of just being honest upfront might be better than feeling guilty every month they pay me until Enhanced pay ends.
Equally - she has been at work for 25 years and she said she hasn’t heard of anyone actually having to pay it back…so it is a question of whether they would actually enforce it (it’s a very wealthy - billion pound company). In which case, I would be mad to tell them! But I don’t have a crystal ball and would have to assume they’d claim it back.
Maybe I should just not take the risk and tell them OR I would write a very apologetic email at the end of enhanced pay saying I wasn’t expecting a change of heart etc etc.