I have worked clinically in the NHS for over 15 years and I have just come back from a lovely maternity leave to be realise how much I hate working here. I have had periods of dislike for it before I went on mat leave but I am well and truly done now.
I have some great colleagues but there is also groups of people who just want to make your working career more and more difficult just to tick boxes. Lots of blame culture a people, they are quick to throw anyone under the bus to sort themselves out and there is often not really much compassion towards patients deep down. It’s mostly just full of people covering themselves so they don’t get sued.
I’m have worked myself quite high up now and I am just sick of the politics.
Before anyone asks, nothing in particular has happened at work, it’s just a collection of things I observe day to day and what I have to keep tight lipped about and put up with.
I have never worked any where but the NHS so I feel completely institutionalised, no idea where I can use all my skills and qualifications elsewhere.
i don’t want to set up a private practice, I am
doje clinically.
Has anyone experienced this? Where did you go?
I am sure I am not alone here….