I'm hoping that I will get some words of wisdom from this post as I am completely lost.
I'm a 30 year old Primary School Teacher, I've been teaching for 9 years and up until the past couple of years I have loved my job. I recently moved year groups and I know we are only 4 weeks into a new academic year but I feel completely exhausted and burnt out. I feel like all I do is work, if I'm not actually working then I'm thinking about work including dreaming about it. I'm beginning to fall out of love with the job because of the impact it's having on my life. I'm leaving the house at just after 6 on a morning and I'm lucky if I'm in before 7pm. My partner works long hours too and it's becoming hard to juggle keeping on top of the house etc, have time for us and do the basics like food shopping etc. During the week I feel stressed, I'm snappy with loved ones because I'm tired and even the littlest of things puts me in a bad mood. I'm not getting time to do anything that I enjoy during the week like going to the gym, walking, biking, meeting friends.
I've worked so hard in my teaching career and I'm scared to throw it all away as I know if I leave I would struggle to get a job back in it. Supply isn't an option for me as I need to have a regular income for bills.
Me and my partner are going to start trying for a baby so do I try and stick it out hoping I fall pregnant or take a leap of faith and try something new such a working for the civil service? I'm additionally worried about money and I think if I'm being completely honest, as awful as it sounds it's been the only thing that's kept me going in the job. I only have a degree in Primary Teaching so getting something of a similar wage seems near enough impossible.
I would really appreciate any advice, TIA x