Hey all!
I posted already regarding starting a health visiting course with two little ones 8&3 one with ADHD. I have just come back to work after a very lovely slow year of not working. I guess the main reason for returning and having that extra money to go on holidays, have my OWN savings, not having to ask for money and also buy a house possibly.
I have enrolled onto a Scphn course full time which entails working and going to uni. I get paid a full wage which upon completing I can drop to part time and also I will be a band 6- higher wage. the first month looks rough but it does seem to calm down (2/3 days of work and maybe 1 day on uni online). This week I have worked Monday, Tuesday and I have uni Wednesday/Thursday which is 2 hours away meaning I have to stay overnight in a hotel. It is generally 'Monday - Friday 9-5' however that being said ALOT of weeks I have 1 day 'study leave' or uni online. I get paid for general mon-fri even on study days. In the long run I feel like it is super beneficial I can work part time and from home but I genuinely just enjoy being at home and being a mum but I feel almost guilty for doing so and we do have to watch our money more. I'm really struggling on what to do. There is a total job freeze on NHS and I genuinely don't know what else I'd do. I am enjoying the course but my little ones are constantly in my mind- I love being there to drop them off/pick them up. This job is so flexible and they will let me leave early when needed, work from home upon qualified and extremely supportive- I'm very lucky to be apart of such a lovely understanding team. I have everything I could possibly want and I'm still not 100%! Do I just quit/defer now and say it's not for me and try again next year or shall I stick it out another month and see how I feel?
thanks for reading!xxx