Just a moan, please mumsnet!
I exited a terrible job in April and took sick leave to recover from the fallout - and recently wrote about it here. I have always worked in the charity sector. Since my exit n that time, I dusted myself off, updated my CV, and got out there. since that time I've had:
- An interview with a household name charity that cancelled the day before because they had to "review their finances". This led to that particular role being pulled entirely
- roughly 15 rejections in response to CV and cover letter. I've asked for feedback and have never had anything besides 'high volume of applications, ' etc., aka the standard line
- loads of ghost applications!
- I've come down to the final 2 candidates on two occasions post interview with nothing but positive feedback. Yesterday, after going back and forth with recruiters about consultancy work and being asked to provide references to move things along, I was told I had been pipped to the post over a technical skill the other candidate had but they 'loved' me - argh. This all came one month after originally being approached, so it's taken a long time to hear a no!
I'm exploring other avenues, including a complete career change, but this charity exp has left such a nasty taste, and I'm feeling furious right now. I'm lucky to have savings/a partner who earns well, etc, but it's so demoralising. I also think I've fallen out of love with this sector, although I know they're struggling and things are tough out there for everyone. i'm struggling to summon up the enthusiasm for yet another job that expects a "high volume of applications" after so many knokbacks.
Off for a big, angry bike ride(!), but would love to hear from others who have come out the other side. I'm scared I'm getting deskilled and losing confidence, despite signing up to short courses and staying busy with my commitments outside of a proper job...
thanks for reading!