Hi All,
I'm looking for advice on how to politely word an awkward conversation I'll likely end up having tomorrow evening.
I've done nearly 30 years in the NHS and have left to go back to college and retrain in a completely different area. To bring a bit of money in while I'm retraining I've got a little job doing ad-hoc hours in evenings and weekends for a healthcare call centre, the nearest I can explain is like an offshoot of NHS 111. So I've gone from a clinician to admin, and I'm overjoyed with less responsibility. I love the actual work that I'm doing.
But I've quickly realised that what I initially thought was laid back is in fact a complete lack of purpose and drive in the organisation. There's a serious lack of leadership. Manager No.1 had a morning off last week, then decided not to come in for the afternoon either (not an issue) but then someone went looking for Manager No.2, and couldn't find them. It turns out they'd just decided to skive and meet up with Manager No.1 for an hour in a pub down the road. There are NO training policies, NO competency statements, NO training records, NO list of responsibilities. When I get stuck on something I'll ask a colleague for help (a relation of the manager whos supposed to be training me as they're a 'supervisor', which just means they've worked there a long time and so have been given a title and higher salary 🙄) and they'll say "Oh I'll do it for you"..... DOING IT FOR ME ISN'T TRAINING ME!!
Saturdays we're REALLY busy as all the local surgeries are shut so we're taking so many calls. But the attitude of staff (including the 'supervisors') seems to be that it's a weekend so they're not putting themselves out too much to answer the phones. So often they're chatting for a good 20 minutes while there's calls going unanswered or a call queue building up. I know we're allowed breaks, and everyone needs a 5 minute breather after a complex or upsetting call, but it's far beyond that. Staff are frequently "I'm just popping to Tesco, does anyone want anything?" or "Frank has just picked us a takeaway up so take your headset off while we eat so it doesn't go cold". It's just poles apart from what I'm used to.
Tomorrow is my last training session and my manager will be coming in to assess me. What this will consist of without any training documents I have no idea, but she's lovely, and very chatty and will ask me how i think I'm doing, with a view to me working lone shifts. So how do I politely phrase it that I'm already very demoralised, and the lack of organisational....erm....dedication to the cause(?) and commitment is a struggle for me. Maybe I've just been lucky, but I've worked in various different teams in 5 or 6 different NHS Trusts across the country and I'm stunned by how completely lacking it is. You know in job specs and blurb it will say "We aspire to provide the highest level of Patient care".....well as cheesy as that always sounds I've now realised that's EXACTLY what's missing. It frustrates me that there's worried ill Patients out there and we're just providing a half arsed service. It's NHS money being spent on a service that just feels inadequately run.
Or do I just keep quiet? 🫤 I've spent nearly 30 years being dedicated to Patient care and it's my whole ethos. I don't think I could let myself slip in standards to not being arsed to answer the phone and just chatting so much. It doesn't help that there's so many relatives and family members of managers here. I just keep reminding myself that this isn't my career, this is just a bit of money to keep me ticking over alongside my studies. If I'm successful in my retraining I'll only be doing this for a couple of years. Maybe I should just keep quiet and NOT aspire to provide the best Patient care.
"I think it'll take a while to adjust to how informal everything is here. I'm struggling to pace myself as sometimes its clear I feel pressure more than others to answer the phone"........"It's difficult for me to feel confident in my work when there's no training competencies so I don't know how much I've covered"......Can any of you lovely lot think up what to say or how I can say it?
I just want to scream "my god this place is shite, don't you want to be PROUD of the service we're supposed to provide?" 😩