Hi everyone,
I hope you are all well! I am having a bit of a career conundrum at present. I have a previous career in broadcast journalism and TV production, which I parked when I started a family. In hindsight, sometimes I wonder if I should have secured another job before i had the kids, but I was experiencing burnout and a lack of motivation. I took many years out to raise my family, and had no desire to go back into media work whilst kids were little. In that time I expanded on my degree and gained a vocational post grad which has for the past 3 years allowed me to work as a fully qualified therapist. I have enjoyed this period, but because of service issues, usual budget cuts, lack of current jobs and feeling overlooked for accessing NHS training, I applied for the Clinical psychology doctorate. I have found myself in this privileged position and I feel very humbled to have been offered a place on what is widely known as a competitive recruitment process. Nevertheless, I feel a bit conflicted. I was done with studying after my MSc and was happy to settle at this. I am considered going back to doing some media work. I do have other interests outside CP. I think I felt pressurised to apply because of the current climate and because others were thinking of applying (although I am not sure if they did as they haven't said). I am just really confused. I am trying to work out if it's the service, working in mental health or not caring about career progression at my age. Im in my 40s.