Hi Mumsnetters
Please help me as I need some direction.
I have the opportunity to try something completely new and start an apprenticeship in HSE. I'm 40, single parent (DD14)and haven't had much of a career to be honest, as I've never really known what I've wanted to do. I am certain I have ADHD but it's only sadly dawned on me recently. I am a massive over-thinker, over analyser, take things to heart, get bored easily, yet like some kind of routine and like to know what I'm doing. I never like to stay in one place for long. I get itchy if I do. I'm an introvert - I get on well with people but prefer my own company/working on my own with some level of social interaction, just not all the time as I think I annoy people. So, a job where I can move about and not see the same people too often would be good.
I've always mainly worked for myself but I need a change and to challenge myself. I hit 40 this year and I am so sad as I feel I have wasted my life. I did manage to do a PGCE a few years ago. Although I enjoyed the teaching part, did well in all the assessments etc, I did struggle massively with school politics and the workload was insane. I realised this wasn't for me and I hated being observed, scrutinised and seeing the same faces everyday was difficult. I also struggled a lot with information. I didn't understand how primary teachers were/could be expected to learn the whole curriculum across all the subjects and teach it to a high standard. I now realise that this would be easier over time but all the information and multi-tasking was also a challenge for me.
So...question is, would a HSE job be right for me given what I have typed? And if anyone works in H&E, what would it be like day to day? (I know there would be a lot of variations of course).
I have looked at some HSE jobs advised and my goodness, the employers ask for a lot of things! I'm concerned I would never be able to take that level of responsibility on, or know how to deliver on everything.
Any advice please x