We've just found out there are going to be redundancies at work, although we don't know who and when yet. There's no reason for me to believe I will be one of them but I'm really worried because I don't know what I'd do if I lost my job. I'm five weeks pregnant and already have one DS. I'm the main earner out of me and DP and we wouldn't be able to afford the mortgage on his salary, let alone provide for another child. If I got made redundant before I had this baby I won't even get maternity pay but obviously won't be able to look for another job straight away while looking after a small baby. I know there are some benefits I could claim but would they also pay the mortgage, childcare while I'm looking for work, etc?
I'm just worrying because we just get by the the minute and hardly have any luxuries, don't have holidays, new clothes, car, etc so to lose any more money would be very difficult because there isn't anything else we could cut back on. I work four days a week at the minute and work is really flexible with letting me work from home sometimes, etc and I think it would be difficult for me to get the same flexibility somewhere else. I can cycle to work now and if I had to travel further would need to commute, possibily buy a car, so would need to earn more to cover all that.
I'm not sure what advice I want - I just wanted to get it off my chest. I don't want to tell anyone at work about pregnancy yet because its so early so can't talk to many people about it.