I need advice as cant seem to find the right job & cant last when I'm there.
I believe i am nurodivergent but not diagnosed, my dad and son are. (Adhd)
I feel like I'm on the outside of everyone and don't handle stress well. I am also rejection sensitive and don't take criticism (even constructive) well. If someone says something to me I over react (inwardly), catastrosize and immediately start looking for another job.
I'm older now too and some places I worked at had a younger workforce which didn't help.
On top of this i have mobility issues (back and hip problems) that are degenerative. I cannot stand for very long and cannot do any lifting. I am also very overweight.
Even writing this down makes me cringe. I sound like a nightmare employee! I always get good feedback and my employers aren't aware of my struggles, I'm very good at masking and just leave when things start to slip.
When i had mt kids I was lucky enough to be a sahm for 8 years but returned to work 3 years ago for financial reasons.
I've done retail years ago and now do admin roles. I only want part time and nothing with too much responsibility.
I feel like as much as I like working in offices , there is always the room for error and mistakes. I feel like i need something as easy as possible.
Any recommendations? In addition, I have no talents , and no confidence ! Would like to be self employed but cannot think of anything I could do at all. Got another 20 years of this