I’m a hard worker with good work ethics and (I believe) a good reputation, but I find myself in a position where there is a chance I’m about to be put on a Performance Improvement Plan.
This is as a result of a restructure that dumped a load more work on me, some medical issues reducing my capacity, and a manager who just tells me to keep doing my best when I tell him I don’t have the capacity to do my job well (not written down unfortunately). I’ve been thinking of leaving for a while as the stress and my perimenopause are not helping each other. My manager has realised a few things recently that he is really unhappy about and while I think he will want to be supportive where he can I want to be prepared for the worst.
I’ve never thought I’d ever be put on a PIP as I take a lot of pride in my work, and I’ve always thought if it happened I’d rather just quit on the spot. Now I may be looking down the barrel of that gun. If it DOES happen and I quit on the spot, will the PIP still be registered and have to be declared on any future requests for references? How does the world of Improvement Plans and references work please?
I need to stick with it until April in order to get my bonus but if resigning on the spot is the only way of stopping future references listing a PIP it may be better in the long run. Whatever happens I need to start job hunting. I've put up with this for too long.