Hello there everyone
I need some advice I am in a desperate situation and I don't know what to do. I feel lost.
I am a nurse and work in an emergency response role, I attend medical emergencies across a large manufacturing site. I received an intial training course when I started 6 years ago but no formal induction. My manager said she didn't have time.
We have been short staffed since I can remember, which means I often don't get my contractual protected one hour unpaid break, so I have been either paid it or given time owing in lieu. This has been going on for three years now and I am getting fed up with the expectation that I do this. I have raised this several times with management and told we have no staff so nothing can be done. I reached out to HR and they just regurgitated what my manager said.
I raised a grievance and in the early stages of this.
On top of this , I have asked a few times for some clinical training as I have told them I don't feel competent doing certain things , I asked a senior manager who told me back in September it would need to go to governance and funding. ( the clinical skill i need to do is actually necessary for my job ) I have chased this and heard nothing.
I have said to my manager I have concerns over the clinical framework we have and risk assessments to be met with ' get back in your box'
I have said several times that myself and the rest of my team need better training etc as we arent competent and these requests continue to be ignored. I have been asked to deliver some clinics involving diagnostic equipment which I have never had training on , I was told by a manager ' it's just pressing buttons , you don't need training ' this was a year ago and the new starters now have this training but I have been told they can't afford for me to go off and do the training and it's just for the new staff.
To make matters worse we had a significant clinical incident on Monday and myself and my team were finding it challenging and I have uncovered a teams meeting that was recorded in error where my manager who was aware of the incident and stayed in her office, is heard to say , well I was going to support (me) and the the team but they need to stand on their own two feet as I won't always be here.
I actually feel disgusted by this and I feel I cannot stay there working there anymore. To top things off my mum has been diagnosed with stage 4 cancer and these events at work are just the last thing I need right now ! Any advice or opinions would be welcome. Thank you.