I work in a very large company in a very male industry. A few of us have just accidentally been shown a number of appraisal ratings from last year. They affect pay and bonus.
The ratings that we've seen include peers. Although the ratings have been calibrated it is clear that there are a chosen few with much easier roles who have been rated much higher than those with harder roles.
It's affecting my sleep. None of it seems fair. What do I do?
It's the sort of place where rocking the boat backfires.
I'm thinking to calmly ask for an independent parity review across job scope, accountability, and reward. Does that seem reasonable? I work super hard, super quickly and put in additional hours. I would find it hard to go down some gears to align my performance to the rating.
It's a bit of a boy's club too.