Hello.
I have recently been accepted onto a midwifery degree(something I’ve wanted since I was a child). I want to be very excited but one issue is giving me major anxiety.
I had my first child at 15 in DV relationship, social services were involved because of my age and the father being an abusive adult. My daughter was put on a child protection plan but when I left the relationship he was arrested for DV and she was taken off the register. (We haven’t seen him since)
My daughter is now in high school and I’ve gone on to have 2 more daughters who have never had any social services involvement.
Im currently awaiting my enhanced DBS and I can’t shed the fear that this is going to show up and end my midwifery journey before it’s started.
Ive worked really hard to get to this point but if it is going to show up I’d like to know.
I can’t get excited to start this degree at the moment 😢