I've been a teacher for nearly 30 years - it's all I've ever known but I'm not fulfilled in my job anymore so I'm looking for other roles that aren't teaching.
I've been shortlisted for a job and have an interview next week but today I've taught the reception class I job share and I felt really sad that I'll miss the funny things they say and the innocence of 4 year old children.
I'm good at my job and it comes very easy to me now after so much time, the thought of a new group of people, new things to learn etc. is so scary yet I know I'm not happy. I have to make myself remember the parents complaining about trivial things, Ofsted, constant stupid, pointless things we are asked to do.
I know I have to push myself.