I am deflated
Started a new job which I like and in trading but I don't think training is going well as it is not structured properly etc system/ platform still new to me
Anyway need help with something on the platform that I have never done independently before and asked colleague for help and this silly woman told not to help that I should Nino's it by now
Thankfully the younger colleague still came to help but I was pissed and angry but kept my cool because of don't wanna creat a scene in the office + she is always whispering to other younger colleagues telling them to go onto my work and check for mistakes more like looking for ways to go tell manager of my mistakes etc (one younger colleague confirmed that she is actually whispering to him to check my work and that he thinks she's trying to rope into something or make sure I get into trouble
Sent an email to manage a day later to report the incident and I just had meeting now and I don't honk she is taking the issue seriously + she said the silly colleague already mentioned the incident to her on the day it happened that she said she snapped and that she feels I should further along than I am now.
Manager said she will let her know that she upset me but I was not upset, I was and I and i am furious and pissed. We couldn't spend much time as I had a work meeting training which I was already running late for
I did raise the issue of the disjointed training with manager but she had an answer that I heard but don't don't really agree with but then is clear that's the way they want to do things.
I had contemplated resigning from the job few days after it all happened
What do I do now 🤷🏽♀️