I ran my own successful home hair business for 10 years but I let it overtake and burned out about 3 years ago.
I have been working in education as a TA since and in the last year have tried to progress but moved from one horrible place to another. In June I moved over to teaching hairdressing in a college for behaviourly difficult students. They are willing to pay for my level 5 teaching qualification and I was promised paid time in work to complete the coursework.
since the students started in September it has been extremely stressful and I am definitely not being given any time in work to complete my qualifications. Other promises and work conditions have changed also and are not what I was promised at interview. I am so disheartened and am thinking of working from home again. Teaching has ignited my passion for hair again.
The pay isn’t great and I also cannot switch off so my work life balance is suffering.
I am suffering from anxiety to the point where I pretended my daughter was ill yesterday to go home at lunchtime which I sooooo out of character for me. I’m off sick again today.
Do I need to toughen up and work through it or go back to working for myself ?
Any advice appreciated!