I have applied for a job in the civil service (SEO), which feels like a tiny step up from my current role in the private sector. The role sounds incredibly interesting and much more fulfilling than what I do currently. I just got invited for an interview but instead of feeling excited, I am questioning whether I should drop out of the process. I know I have the experience and skills but the interview format and especially the amount of prep that seems to be required are scaring me. Specifically having to prepare answers for the Behaviours part. I'm a great public speaker (or so I've been told) but a lot of that comes from 'just talking', turning my brain off a little, and not over preparing. So sticking to a very pre-prescribed format makes me nervous and I'm sure I'll embarrass myself. Plus, I have a lot going on at the moment, I work 50 hours a week, two kids under three, and a mostly DIY house renovation. I genuinely don't know when I'd find the time to prepare all these examples, in addition to the presentation.
I guess what I'm asking is: are CS interviews really as difficult as they say for an outsider? Do I have any chance at succeeding if I don't meticulously prep and rehearse the behaviours? Am I maybe not the right 'type' for the CS?
Sorry, I've had a bit of a rough year and my confidence is way down...